Had a scare

Last night I had to go to L & D because I had really bad pain in my pelvic area. It felt like my bladder was being pushed on really really really hard. I didn't think it was too serious but better safe than sorry. I was hooked up to these things that listened to their heartbeats for over 2 hours. And I was in the same position on my back. The last 20 minutes by back hurt so bad. I finally had my mom tell them I had to pee so I could get up. But the Dr. had showed up so I didn't have to lay down again, just to get checked to see if I had dilated any.I haven't so everything is fine.
I have to go in Tuesday or Wednesday so she can check again. And I guess for some pre term labor test. I want these babies out already though! 4 or 5 more weeks and it should be okay to have them and theyll be healthy. Small but healthy. I have a sonogram on the 9th. So we'll be able to find out if Laurel (baby A) turned or not. In a way I hope she did because then Theres a chance Ill at least have one of them natually. Yes, I'm crazy, but I want to be able to experience the whole birthing thing.


Im 31 weeks today. But... I havent gotten the picture taken lol. So here is the 30 weeks photo. I told my mom it was the shirt that made me look big.. But no... its my belly lol Im going to try and get a more recent picture up. There isn't much of a difference but ya know..

29 wks/bros/sister

This is my 29 weeks picture
I was told everyone was asking when I was going to post some more of my bump.
Here it is!
lol Ill do a separate post of my 30 wks photos



29 wks!!


My brothers walking around with their blankets!
They love walking now, and they are everywhere!

Theres Chantelle with her picture smile
Fake but still cute!
I love this brat

MUAHAHA.

The other side of mom!
She didn't think I would post this picture
hahaha
I love you =)

Debi's Donut Recipe

We got this recipe from Debi over at "Love is...New Additions To The Family"
Thanks Deb!
We had a blast making them!


getting ready to put them in

greasy!! haha

now they are ready for the powder

look at all of them!

Chantelle and I powdering them

the finished product

Me eating one. I had powdered sugar all over my hand
Didnt know sister was taking the picture
I look more fat than pregnant lol

Chantelle posing

the boys liked it too

babies =)

I had an ultrasound about 2 weeks ago. I also had that sugar test done.
I didnt bring anything to eat after I got my blood taken so i wasnt feeling to good. Her putting that thing on my belly didnt help much either. At the beginning I started feeling nauseas and had to sit up a few times. I thought I felt better so I laid back down. about 5 min later I had to sit back up again. Then I started to get rly light headed like I was going to pass out, and I really thought I was going to. Then all of a sudden I threw up that juice I had to drink. Ugh It was horrible having to throw up in front of someone I had just met. I had the jelly stuff they put on my belly all over me. It was terrible lol. I felt a lot better after that, but was still sweaty and a little sick feeling. Jennifer (the sonogram tech.) managed to get one facial of each baby.
It was hard but she got em. Theyre a lil blurry though. Tilt your head to the right. =)


This is baby B
Jaeda Renae And this is Baby A
Laurel Mae
(this was a hard one to get.
She kept moving and so did I)

This is my 28 wks pic (lil after actually)
I will be 30 weeks 2morrow!!
I will post more pics when I can.
Ive been busy with school =)

Its been a while

I havent been on my blog in quite a while. I really havent been up to it with all the drama and stress going around. Kevin and I are done for good. I finally got him to admit, more than a week later after he left, that he broke up with me to be with another girl like 2 hours away. I think its pathetic. He'll never see her and hes got a gas hog for a truck to begin with. Im filing for child support as soon as I can. He just recently deleted me from his myspace page, pictures and everything. Makes it seem like he doesnt want to have anything to do with me. Thats not right at all cuz he wants to be with his kids still and stuff. Its not fair that he wants nothing to do with me and not even act like Ive ever existed and then still be involved in my kids' lives. Its not fair at all.
I got some pictures before he admitted to me about her, when we were happy and okay with being friends. I really wish things couldve worked out better. These pictures turned out so well

MY FAVORITE

WHEN WE WERE HAPPY AND EVERYTHING WAS OKAY

Last night I went to a dance with some friends and actually had a good time. It was nice to get out for once and see people and friends I havent seen in a long time. Hopefully I'll be able to see them more




Me and Tosha
Known her since February, but never got to hang out with her much

Me and Sam
Ive liked this guy for years, but never actually met and had a conversation. Well ive seen him around, was just to afraid to say anything.
Finally got to see him and spend time together last night
Shorty though haha